“Facing fears is your work this time(lifetime). Doing this while healing is your challenge.
Pride and vanity are slippery slopes. Find a balance between give and take.
Your childhood is still very charged for you. Ask yourself what would you change, if given a do over. Write those things down.
I feel like you have been meditating and praying with a purpose/intent. They say that is too narrow, open up your scope and you’ll find the things you’ve been yearning for. (This could mean person, place, emotional state, or/and your next shift)
Those things you want to change even just a little, are the things you should focus on to accept…
This shift is a big one but nothing that you haven’t been through before on a different level.
All I got for now…
Btw you know your true purpose it hasn’t changed since conception.
The story behind the reading.
A friend of mine wanted a reading from me and I was reluctant to give her one. I felt off and a bit pressured. I just did not want to do it. Thoughts like she is an amazing and insightful intuitive, why ask me for a reading?! ( a giant red flag should have jumped up and down saying “Look at me, look at me!”). Needless to say I could not “see” or “feel” anything, it was like I was in a storm of feelings. I was angry, resentful, and sad. (All from a reading request? Really?! It’s what I do for a living!) After 2 or 3 days, I finally asked within for any message or guidance for my friend to come to light.
Above is a message I got for my friend. It flowed so easily and felt just “right” to me. When I passed it along, it did not fit as well. Then, she being the wise being that she is, told me that this message was for me.
My ego fired up at that moment in denial. Finally, I conceded. I felt the truth, that was when I KNEW she was absolutely correct.
Point of all this is
Sometimes, we need to be reminded to check within and tend to self before we can help others.
This shift for me has highly impacted my view on so many different levels! I am truly blessed to have friends and family that helped me see “More”.
Much JOI and LUV!